2011年8月2日星期二

成长中的微笑

回头看看曾经走过的路,留下的足迹,才知道什么才是真正的的辛酸,真正的欢乐,真正的痛苦,真正的不幸,真正的失落,真正的美丽........



生活,就是这般奇妙。在不知不觉中,我成长了。竟然会是不知所措地接受着。才发现,原来,有时候,生活,实在太戏剧化,捉弄着我们,啼笑皆非。



慢慢地,我在成长。



成长,确实是一段很艰辛的历程。稚鹰成长为翱翔蓝天的苍鹰,是何等的壮观;从含苞欲放的花蕊到百花争艳的奇景,又是何等的艰辛.......然而,在这样的历程中,同时也伴随着消逝。比如,微笑。



曾经习以为常的一个微笑,而今只落得一片模糊的记忆。



童年的梦,是美好的,纵然没有上帝特别的恩赐,但每时每刻我都能感觉到上帝无私的奖赏。童年的生活,是无忧无虑的,纵然没有天堂般的享受,纵然没有老师强加的作业,但天真无邪的本性充斥着我们快乐的童心......



曾几何时,开始追忆过去。那一部部电影式的片段,不断地在脑海里放映,黑白黑白的画面,模糊却诱惑人心的景色,模糊却鲜活动人的面貌,还有那模糊却永不褪色的微笑....



路是多么艰难啊,但是脚步依然在前进....



慢慢地,我在成长。。。。

2011年2月11日星期五

失落2

世界上最遥远的距离,不是生死之间,也不是天各一方,而是,我就站在你面前,而你却不知道。如果把爱分成两份,你会给谁?如果要你在两份爱之间选择一份的话,你——会选择那份?感情选怎你的时候,你会怎样?是面对还是逃避?
当它离开你的时候,是悲伤还是失落。憧憬,是爱一个人的开始。有时候, 回头看看曾经走过的路,留下的足迹,才知道什么才是真正的的辛酸,真正的欢乐,真正的痛苦,真正的不幸,真正的失落,真正的美丽........
勉强?我不会!所以我只好压抑心中那份强烈的不满,将爱的她的·思绪化为想念的愁绪让爱包围的渴望点燃我内心唯一的风景!久而久之,对她,就像一幅久远的绘画,美丽、执着却从不轻易触碰,深怕一不小心脱口而出的"爱"会陷入她那永不言爱的沼泽,致使我芬芳四溢的爱也越来越珍贵。可她却很习惯的在我的爱里悠然自得,自信的认为虽从未对我说一声:"爱"却已能够让知足长乐的我心悦诚服!于是我在等待的无奈中渐渐沉默!我想把伤感,化为无形,聚为有形,弥漫在这天地间,流转在那时空里,从来没有散过,从来没有消失过,就这样,随风而逝,随雨而至。
现在的心情,茫然又有些无奈,但我绝不会放弃自己,放弃生活。人生苦短,也许在别人的眼里是平淡无奇,没有一点精彩,可我只要无愧与自己,也就知足。学会开启心中的一扇门,用平淡的心去对待世态的喜怒哀乐,也许只有这样,才不会迷失自我,在你面临命运坎坷时会平步崎岖。但,,我做不到!

我的心,在奔跑,
饮尽冷艳的风情,
枕着忧郁的琴声,
敢问路在何方?

2010年11月23日星期二

“爱”

小时候,“爱”对我来说只不过对父母的爱和对朋友的爱而已。换句话说,就是“亲情”和“友情”。我常常听我妈妈说很多人上到中学就会学会拍拖。一般上,父母都会很抗拒这所谓的"puppy love",理由也不外乎害怕自己的孩子荒废学业或者受骗等等。哈哈哈,当然我自己也不例外啦。对于我来说,“爱”并不是索取,也不是一种交易。它的承诺能够让人纯净,让人思念过去的点点滴滴。我也很难给出确切的答案,也很难接触到它的本质。“爱”的真正含义,有人能够用三言两语的文字就能把它给解释掉,但是不管如何努力,也很难把“爱”形容得尽善尽美。同时,这也带出了“爱”的神秘感。人们常说"爱"是心灵的港湾,“爱”常与激情相伴,“爱”常表现在那些难忘的细节上,在你的肩头上,那是“爱”的依靠。手轻轻一握,那是“爱”的嘱托,生命在“爱”中升温,心在“爱”中溶化,“爱”的相遇不能用任何的理由解释的,爱过的就会留恋,爱过的就会久久的难忘。 飘逝的“爱”,在一个人的生命中的份量无法衡量,“爱”是回忆,“爱”是经久不息的牵挂,“爱”会把人变得凝重,“爱”会让人懂得思念。轻松地把生命和梦想冻结,只是为了让“爱”永远的留住,冰雪的顶峰保存着“爱”的珍贵。“爱”的坚强不仅表现在“爱”的距离,坚强的“爱”永远伴着脆弱的心,深爱的人从来不曾在心中把“爱”放下,累了,伴着“爱”眠,乏了,把心中的“爱”轻轻地翻阅。原来“爱”是心中的力量,是心中的幸福!

各位,只不过是我对“爱”的少少意见。不认同,DUN BLAME ME!!!!

2010年11月22日星期一

蓝眼睛-新的里程碑

写了几篇英文的博客,也觉得有点纳闷了,反正我的英文也不是很好,哈哈哈!今天还是写回我擅长的华文吧!

近几天翻开报章,总是会看到“蓝眼睛”政党的新闻,或许这是与他们首次进行党直选的关系吧!谈起党直选,全马只有人民公正党进行这党直选制,也就是让全体党员投选他们心目中理想的领导层。这不但能够加强党的团结,还能体现出民主精神。给个例子,马华公会每次无论是改选或者是重选,投票权也只能够落在中央代表的手中。总之,你不是中央代表,无论你对某某领袖有多支持,也只能够纸上谈兵,并不能实实在在地把手中的一票投给他。虽然我是马华的支持者,但我对于这课题也有诸多意见。其实,对于一些没有实行直选的政党的领袖来讲是一件好事,因为他们只需要用金钱或者其他的利益来绑住中央代表们的心已经足够了,根本就不需要理会普通党员的感受。譬如,前任总会长拿督斯里翁诗杰因为巴生自贸区舞弊案而得罪了多方的“大蛇”,间接地威胁了自己本身的政治地位,很多涉案者都很想把他置诸死地。所以,不知不觉地,他把自己逼进了死巷子。haix....一位为人民的血汗钱而拼搏的好领袖竟然在马华328重选中,不敌曾涉及性爱光碟的蔡细历落选马华总会长。究竟发生了什么事情?很简单...我看我也不需多说,大家也能够明白。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈,公正党啊公正党,虽然我并不认同你的政治理念,但是对于这直选制,你的的确确做得棒、做得妙!

2010年11月21日星期日

I don't know put what topic for this ,,

My friend Johnny and Papaya said:"I will continue my education at singapore after Form 6." I ask them why, they told me:"Malaysia had give us what? Why we still stay at here?" Talk truth, i really don't know how to answer them, maybe Malaysia really never give us anything.
Although i am not first time to hear people talk like this, but a "question mark" had appear in my mind after my two good friends talk to me like this. Before that, i thought only the city chinese just will feel government is not fair to treat the non-indigenous. But, the fact tell me "NO" and "NEVER"!!!! Originally, most of the chinese also Anti-Government. Actualy, what we can do? Really run away form Malaysia is a good method to let us get a better life? For both of you, maybe the answer is "YES". But for me, the answer is "NO". You can say me is a traitor in chinese, but in my opinion, we shouldn't run away form Malaysia just because of this such reason. Come on guys, let us stay at here and give more a few times to all our Chinese political leader to change the council in Malaysia. Because i still think like this, Malaysia is our root what!! In other ways, we also need to show off our strong to the indigenous and to prove our chinese just the BOSS of this country!!

Chinese go go go!

2010年11月14日星期日

New topic from..

Finally, finally... our UMNO "leader" talk rubbish again. Now, the new topic is "Non-indigenous less join army equal to don't love Malaysia". LOL..LOL..LOL!!! What a big big great great joke ah. Ah Dato Seri, did you know what the feeling of us after we heard it? Before that, our MCA president just suggest decrease the percentage of the share of indigenous, then what happen to him? Firstly, your UMNO speaker use a lot of rubbish Hokkien words to "shot" him enoughly. Wa, why always the Malay can publish a lot of rubbish, then why our Chinese or Indian can help our race to fight some right? Who can tell me? But i deeply get it, that's impossible having a revolution in our country, maybe this is because the occur of some vulgar race in this country. So, what we can to do to solve it? My opinion, vote MCA candidates......i deeply believe only MCA can help our race!!!

2010年9月13日星期一

Haha DAP !!!!

I don't deny the leaders of DAP is no talent, but the ordinary party members of DAP is really uneducated and vulgar !!!! They just publish their immoral as casual, so i really "worried" about the future of DAP, can DAP ruling Malaysia government? This answer should be decide by our shrewd voter. Actualy we can't deny some rights that's struggle by DAP, may be they realy have contribute to our race and our country. But in other ways, its adrift position also had suffer our chinese race!! After 1999 general election, DAP once break with PAS, the reason is "PAS can't waive their final target - let Malaysia become a fully Islamic theocracy". This decision seem like hero of chinese and can get the support of non-muslim. But, very dissappointed to our DAP, after they suffer a great lose during 2004 general election, DAP had waive their "purpose" and form with PAS and PKR again. The target is ruling Malaysia through any ways include abandon the hope of chinese race. At here, i wish to congrate them because of they had success deny the 2/3 edge of BN in parliament and seize the ruling of four state. But, DAP have u think about if once a day PKR had discard you, where your position in that time? Now, you just can get the help from PAS and PKR to support you stand on Malaysia Political circles. Haha, DAP, 前路茫茫啊!